AGAPE the highest and purest form of love, one that surpasses all other types of affection

We're all searching for answers, for clarification... we all want to know what to do next. If only we could sit still enough to hear the earth speak its intuitive truth. If your quiet your next move is stirring inside of you as I speak. You can rely on god's amazing creations to guide you. The earth, its inhabitants, us (our divine right to power, will, and magic) all are enough to make your next move. Trust yourself.

To do that, I realize there's something very necessary that has to take place first, YOU MUST LOVE YOURSELF! That way you'll be sure to treat yourself right and make decisions that are best for you, you know (do i let him back in, do i quit, do i deserve to be happy at any cost) etc..! It starts in the heart. It starts inside. It starts with your life, you valuing your rare beat, your one of kind soul.

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So here goes close your eyes, gather yourself, bring the real you to the surface, shut down all the right things you say ..what your wearing... that perfect smile...the 9-5 persona, and say hello to you. You... the raw thoughts, insecurities, worries, fear, mistake prone self. Okay so that's me ... here I am ugly, real, flawed, funny, lonely, indecisive, different, brave, tired, oh this list is exhausting but it goes on.... and yours will too. Bring yourself to face you, then say, "I LOVE YOU", do that as many times a day as you can (especially when you don't mean it) repetition is an amazing tool at creating a new mentality let it stick like a fly tune you heard on the radio. You are the sweetest lyrics god has ever written. Remember yourself, the real you and hold her, forgive her (as much as you forgive everyone around you) get to know her and allow this new relationship to take priority above all other relationships (i know how hard this will be). Understand this, falling in love with yourself will change everything, what you want is buried beneath all those presumed notions that society, circumstance, and self hate have created for us. What I know is I make better decisions, am less afraid, and draw "positive" attention now that I've put my relationship with myself above any other. It's a daily exercise like stretching the more you do it the farther you can go, IMAGINE THAT! Stretch yourself! Reach in, develop who you've hidden away, be better to yourself, things will line up once you know yourself and love you.

One last thing as corny as it sounds this makes perfect sense.

We are born needing one thing innately we want love,then as we get older we let things get complicated, our lists of wants and needs run on and on and still we are missing something, guess what that is... GO BACK TO THE BASICS, LOVE.