AGAPE the highest and purest form of love, one that surpasses all other types of affection

We're all searching for answers, for clarification... we all want to know what to do next. If only we could sit still enough to hear the earth speak its intuitive truth. If your quiet your next move is stirring inside of you as I speak. You can rely on god's amazing creations to guide you. The earth, its inhabitants, us (our divine right to power, will, and magic) all are enough to make your next move. Trust yourself.

To do that, I realize there's something very necessary that has to take place first, YOU MUST LOVE YOURSELF! That way you'll be sure to treat yourself right and make decisions that are best for you, you know (do i let him back in, do i quit, do i deserve to be happy at any cost) etc..! It starts in the heart. It starts inside. It starts with your life, you valuing your rare beat, your one of kind soul.

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So here goes close your eyes, gather yourself, bring the real you to the surface, shut down all the right things you say ..what your wearing... that perfect smile...the 9-5 persona, and say hello to you. You... the raw thoughts, insecurities, worries, fear, mistake prone self. Okay so that's me ... here I am ugly, real, flawed, funny, lonely, indecisive, different, brave, tired, oh this list is exhausting but it goes on.... and yours will too. Bring yourself to face you, then say, "I LOVE YOU", do that as many times a day as you can (especially when you don't mean it) repetition is an amazing tool at creating a new mentality let it stick like a fly tune you heard on the radio. You are the sweetest lyrics god has ever written. Remember yourself, the real you and hold her, forgive her (as much as you forgive everyone around you) get to know her and allow this new relationship to take priority above all other relationships (i know how hard this will be). Understand this, falling in love with yourself will change everything, what you want is buried beneath all those presumed notions that society, circumstance, and self hate have created for us. What I know is I make better decisions, am less afraid, and draw "positive" attention now that I've put my relationship with myself above any other. It's a daily exercise like stretching the more you do it the farther you can go, IMAGINE THAT! Stretch yourself! Reach in, develop who you've hidden away, be better to yourself, things will line up once you know yourself and love you.

One last thing as corny as it sounds this makes perfect sense.

We are born needing one thing innately we want love,then as we get older we let things get complicated, our lists of wants and needs run on and on and still we are missing something, guess what that is... GO BACK TO THE BASICS, LOVE.

Muchness

did you ever walk by a mirror and not recognize yourself
who is this beaten image of the woman i was
i am
i used to be
so i broke the glass
with my bare hand
i tore that battered ass reflection
from the very flesh i have been given
i decided not to look at her again
not to be her again
not to do it all over again
and again
and again

A Letter to My Father

God, some say we shouldnt speak directly to you, they say your a King and should be revered as one. My question is why do I want to run to you, underneath your arms, why do I want to call you Papa and have you smile down at me like a father would at his daughter. Why do I feel connected to you, in all things, the breeze passes me and before leaving grabs me and hugs me quickly and fervently, it's you I feel. Some say you dont speak directly to us, and all that you say is in the word published 2000 years ago. Why then do I hear you? My son and I lay face to face and he at 3years old reaches out and touches my face and says Mommy Im so glad your here, I hear you! At night when things are quiet and no one is calling and Im still, alone, in the middle of my apartment, you whisper "todays complete". No matter what they say you are everything!
Your Daughter
Lles

6-4-2010

what i want is so much bigger than me
who i am is an indescribable version that continues to grow
relentless in my search for a piece
a whole peace
my piece
my part
a part of this whole
thing
i continue to reach

Be the person you want to Find

...continued from yesterday

Got a lot of texts and questions regarding the Twin Flame Card, loved all of it, thank you for reading. Here goes an extra tid-bit I believe needs to be shared:

We must complete ourselves! Individually we don't want to search for someone to complete us, having two whole people enter into this journey is the only way to experience the love of your life. Now i am not saying you must be perfect, so don't be trivial, be deep. Think about it, spiritually, emotionally, intellectually, sexually... do you know yourself, have you created yourself. If he heard your voice could he tell you apart from the rest. Are you distinctly you. Is your laugh your own? Do your clothes hug your curves and scream out the woman you are inside? If not you have some shopping to do before you meet Mr. This Lifetime. This work that needs to be done, shouldn't be rushed either, it's a beautiful journey, a process that cannot be duplicated, every ones is different. Mine came in the form of forcing myself to look at myself without makeup, and still find the reflection beautiful. I had to imagine my walk, and praise the sound of my heels on the cement floor. I felt tall (I'm 5'0). Everyday is an opportunity for me to fall in love with myself, not just physically, but in every way. In my deeds, my thoughts, my compassion. My drive is sexy... my humor can save lives... what is it about you that will draw your twin flame to you. Who are you becoming? Are you in love with that person?

Lles

Angel Therapy Cards

Some look to scripture, some to self help books, some just look up and beg for an answer...

I believe that knowledge, even thousands of years old is inspired of god. I believe hints and pieces of gold are spread out under every rock, contained in every ocean, traveling upon the wings of nature, and even right there in your reflection. We know the answers to whatever we question, it just takes digging beyond our first layer of humaness. Being shallow never pays off, dig deeper!

Doreen Virtue's Angel Therapy Card:

today's card: Twin Flame

I was terrified when this card was given today. I asked for a card that the world needed, that would cause influence, create answers... however, on this topic I tend to not feel like too much of an expert. Twin Flames usually have a lot to do with LOVE. Scary huh, of course, a twin flame can influence and help in all matters of life. A twin flame is a connection to a person, like no other. From different lifetimes, to different countries, you are connected, you are destined. Whether you have met, your lives are impacted by one another. In our daily lives we go about, dating... searching... and when a night of doing just that doesnt pan out so well... we flop on to our beds in despair, and begin speaking talking to that one person we did not meet tonight, that we failed to find once again. Well, he/she hears you, feels you. Speak louder and more frequently. Draw this person closer, work on allowing yourself to feel worthy of this amazing connection. This predestined love affair. It seems prevelant for me to say that as corny as it sounds LOVE IS IN THE AIR! Breathe it in...

Lles